What happened to me in my young years stayed below the surface of my mind, in my subconscious, however, from this incident other characteristics began to surface—an awareness of sexuality, but without knowing what to do with it. Each child is different so not everyone will have the same experiences.
Sheltered from the ways of the world, I never really knew all the details about sex until I hit mid teen years. Most of that information came from friends, who were older than me, that had already begun to be sexually active. I wasn’t interested. I flirted, unreservedly with boys, but never went any further, nor did I want to.
When my parents finally let me date, I was fourteen. Of course it had to be at the house only, which I now see as a very wise decision. I liked this very tall, nice looking black boy. As…
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